i am dead serious and dead set on losing the weight i need and want to lose.
no more playing around and doing this every few week diet(s). i prayed tonight.
i prayed and asked God to please give me the strength to lose the weight and keep up with it. truth is? i won’t be happy if i eat that reeses peanut butter cup or that taco bell quesadilla. i am changing my way of life. that is that.

i am strictly limiting myself to and this is if absolutely necessary and i have no other options or choices to fast food once a week. next weekend is zach and i’s 4 year anniversary and i’m sure we’re going out to dinner. so i’ll treat myself then. i am going to start out eating healthier and healthier everyday. making each day a challenge for myself.

i’m starting tomorrow by setting my alarm 20 minutes early to go on a 30 minute walk before class. and then when i get home i’m going to my 20 minute ab dvd.

ill update my food diary tomorrow.